do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...



Friday, July 30, 2004 :::
 

what an insightful conversation that I had last night
and what a very special friend i have
 
it's a fulfilling night with some real talk
some realization, some afterthoughts
 
things aren't always what they seem.
and it's seeing a little bit more
and this process always brings a bit of pain
like how i used to feel pain at my knee sometimes at night when i was still a kid
dad said it's my bones growing

 
and somehow that growing stops and ceases, so does the pain
but self realization does not.


 
everything has consequences.
cause and effect - it's just this simple
yet sometimes i'm blinded by the present when the future is neglected
and insecurity comes from the fact that you don't know how and when and in what forms the consequences show.
 
i can't believe that's already become a part of me.
 
***
 
where is this going though
trying to figure out something that's not meant to be analyzed
 
gosh i'm so sick and tired of going through this. NOT AGAIN.
 
and when you have silly thoughts that project into the future
 
awe.
 
forget it.
 
***
 
an amazing lunch at a traditional indian restaurant with vicky shawn gautam and jonny
all good men that I'm not gonna see for some time. really glad to have friends from a different background but whom i can talk to without feeling out of place.
shopped through mong kok again, got 25 pairs of socks for $80
not that i'm growing extra legs
they're only for the long trip ahead - and i'm using them as disposable ones.
 
the stress of getting things done before a trip
especially when it's one this long
really looking forward to it though
 
A recent favorite - Avril's Nobody's Home


::: posted by Wings at 7/30/2004 06:59:00 AM






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